How long must I cry?

It's been a long time since I last updated my blog..been very busy with my assignments..wat else..I tot after not typing my thoughts for so long, I would have countless happy moments for me to type..i'm sorry to disappoint u bloggie..it's not wat u expected..

life have been cruel to me this past few days..

wasted 2 nights..
precious time...real precious, coz tat's the only time when I can work on my assignments..
haiz..

aniway, received a phone call jus now..jus finish tuition at crescent..walking down the flight of stairs..here's how it went:

~~Ring ring~~
Me: Hello..
Caller: Hello..
Me: Yeah?
Caller: Nisah?
Me: Yep..u are?
Caller: Oh, jus wanna ask whether u and ur boyfren are still together?
Me: Huh?
Caller: U and Ashri..Still together?
Me: Huh..? who's tis?
Caller: Me jus wanna know..
Me: Hey, u know wat? I'm not trying to be arrogant or something..but seriously, it's my life ok..I decide who I wanna be with..whether i'm still with him or not, I dun tink it concerns u..unless u're his mother or his wife la..
Caller: ...
Me: Look..I'm very busy at this moment..i dun have time for all this..jus dun disturb me animore..
~End of conversation~

I dun even know how i felt after tat..Fuming? Sad? Maybe..i dunno..

I dun even know who the caller was..

It all begin with a frenster msg from someone, who asked wat's my relationship with Ashri..Din answer tat qn, instead i asked her who she was..She din tell me at first, jus say tat she's kepo and wanna know..so ok, i decide to ignore..but womens' instinct..thank god we have tat powerful tool..so idecided to asked her, who she was..the reply really surprised me..she said she's his girl..

my room was spinning..how could u do tis to me?!?

Asked for her email add, so i could add to my msn and get to the bottom of this..

and so we chatted..at first i tot somebody jus wanna play with me..and seriously, at this time? not funny..

as we chatted, more and more things was mentioned..everything she said was true..like he bought a speaker, a belt..went to the it fair..everything was true..

until the point where she told me tat she actually receive a msg from him on V-day..and guess wat, it was exactly the same words..watever he sent me on tat day..tat was wat she typed out..I couldn't take it anymore..how did she know all tat..tis is too much..and she said they went out together on the 10th march..the weekend when i was away from singapore..why do u do this to me??

i tried to not believe watever tat was told by her..after all, i dun even know her..but i jus can't.. there's jus too many tat she knows about..and i can't find any fault in watever tat she said..all the dates she gave me, dates when they went out together..i wasn't with him..

i really dun know wat i should do next..i tried..i tried very hard to believe him..i really do try..

which girl will want to share love with someone else?
hhmmm..

How long must I cry??