It's saturday, and i'm at home.. it's been so long since i stayed home on a Saturday..and it feels kinda funny to not go out....my dearie went to Batam with his family..and is safely there now.. hope he enjoy himself..get his mind off work for a while...he's been quite busy here these past few weeks..i hope he'll make it big one day...loads of money..all for me..haha...evil laugh..
Missed my Dearie so much..obviously he's got absolutely no idea of how much i'm missing him..always complaining tat i'm not expressing my feelings...malu kan...but hey dear..maybe u won't even read this blog...but jus so u know that i really love ya..i'm still finding for the reasons why i feel tat way...and still finding...and finding..maybe i jus do..if i say i love u coz of ur humour, then one day u might change, and so wat? i change my mind and say i dun love u? nope..so, jus know tat i love u coz i love u...though i might complain lots of time..but salah ke kalau i say things tat i dun like? rather than say something tat dun reflect my liking or feelings, or be somebody tat i'm not..and say, yes, everything's perfect..mepek kan...
I really hope our relationship will work out..he's been asking me the question..hmm..i dunno..maybe not get engage at the end of this year...or maybe yes..argh, dunno ah..so many things to consider before making tat decision..walaupun tunang je, it is a real commitment..org kata, kahwin biar sekali..but for me, bukan kahwin je, tunang pun biar sekali je...for now, jus work on the relationship..
*in a floating bubble above my head*
an image of the future on my head already..living happily in a big flat, at least a 4 room flat..with my two lovely kids and a maid..but, the maid and my kids will be sent to my parents house which is jus across the road.. dun trust maids...seen how they handle kids..let them stay with my parents and fetch them back in the evenings..hehe..oh how lovely will tat be..to come home from work to ur love ones...but read carefully hah..i did not mention who the guy figure is..*blueks*
hehe..ingat cartoon pe ade bubbles floating..
Strayed too much already...As for now, got lots of work..lots of assignment and projects due soon and my readings are pilling up..i'm like drowning in this mountain full of papers...but dun feel like doing anything now..just can't work during the day..so ive decided to go watch the movies on my lappie..got lots waiting for me to watch them...first on the list would be borat the movie...followed by jackass 2 when my bros are back..asked me to wait for him, then watch together..
guess tat's bout it for now...btw, my hands are shivering and i dun know the reason why..i'm not nervous..not hungry either...hmm...dunno why...
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